Talking To Myself

by Lizban

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released February 2, 2011

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Lizban South Africa

With new single “Stay” being featured among 19 other up and coming international bands on Amazon and Tunecore’s Valentine’s sampler, a write up by seventeen magazine SA online and MyDigitalLife, interviews on 98.3fm, performances at the Lusito Land Festival (2011) and The Rand Show(2011) and play-listing of the music video for “Stay” on MKTV, the year ahead looks set to be a great one for Lizban. ... more

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Track Name: Runaway
RUNAWAY

There’s just so much that I wanna say/ oh /there’s just so much/ but you took the words away/ nobody told me that you wouldn’t stay/ nobody told me so I’m gonna run away/ Run away/ yeah ee yeah ee yeah/ baby/ run/ I’m gonna run away/ Run away/ yeah ee yeah ee yeah/ baby/ run/ I’m gonna run away/ Was I just there/ replacing someone else/ you told me you loved me before you turned me away/ nobody told me/ that you wouldn’t stay/ oh/ nobody told me so I’m gonna run away/ Run away/ yeah ee yeah ee yeah/ baby/ run/ I’m gonna run away/ Run away/ yeah ee yeah ee yeah/ baby/ run/ I’m gonna run away.

Copyright: Toni McMurray 2010
Track Name: All In My Head
ALL IN MY HEAD

I’ve had enough of this trial and error/ think it’s time we make a change/ it’s why you’re called a general practitioner/ to you this is just another day/ I’m getting off of these antibiotics/ anti-dep and cortizone/ your drugs cause more harm than good/ to you it’s just a game alone/ Maybe it’s just like the doctor said/ maybe it’s all just in my head/ Maybe it’s just like the doctor said/ maybe it’s all just in my head/ It’s all in my head, all in my head/ that’s what them doctor’s said/ it’s all in my head /It’s all in my head, all in my head/ that’s what them doctor’s said/ it’s all in my head / Well the king of torts he pushes drugs for money/ becomes legal with one bribe / doctors play golf/ pharmaceutical companies cruise carribean-style/ poor old girl with the same life struggle/ sick boy is back again/ send him off with some new drug miracle/ side effects- don’t think of them/ Maybe it’s just like the doctor said/ maybe it’s all just in my head/Maybe it’s just like the doctor said/ maybe it’s all just in my head/ It’s all in my head, all in my head/ that’s what them doctor’s said/ it’s all in my head / It’s all in my head, all in my head/ that’s what them doctor’s said/ it’s all in my head/ I think it’s wrong/ I know it’s wrong/ I think it’s wrong/ I know they’re wrong/ It’s in their heads...
Track Name: Stay
STAY

Take my hand and lead me to the dance floor//not a word just hold me tight/ I wanna stay this way with you forever/ pull me close just stay the night/ Take me away with you/ take me away/ I just wanna stay with you/ tonight/ I’m not that scared of this/ anymore/ you tried to say to me/ things we can’t ignore/ and if I say, say too much to you/ please don’t go away/ if I don’t say enough to you/ I hope that you will stay/‘cause I keep falling deeper/ everyday.../ Take my hand and lead me to our secret place/ not a sound just shut the door/ I wanna stay here with your arms around me/ hold me close/ don’t let me go/ Take me away with you/ take me away/ I just wanna stay with you/ tonight/ I’m not that scared of this/ anymore/ you tried to say to me/ things we can’t ignore/ and if I say, say too much to you/ please don’t go away/ if I don’t say enough to you/ I hope that you will stay/‘cause I keep falling deeper/ everyday.../ Stay/ ooh/ won’t you stay/ Take me away with you/ take me away/ I just wanna stay/ I’m not that scared of this/ anymore/ you tried to say to me/ once before/ and if you say, say too much to me/ I promise here I’ll wait/ if you don’t say enough to me/ I promise here I’ll stay/ did I say/ say enough to you/ what if I say too much to you..?
Track Name: Talking To Myself
TALKING TO MYSELF...

Maybe I’m dreaming/ dying/ as I’m listening/ I’m trying/ maybe I’m helpless/ completely insane/Maybe I’ll make it/ fake it/ if I believe it will I see it/ and I don’t know where to begin/ I’m walking down the road/ I’m walking down the road/ Where to begin/ how do I start/ nobody’s here/ I’m miles apart now/ nobody listens/ nobody hears me/
I’m talking to myself/ Baby I’m walking/ praying/ tryna find it/ did you hide it/ maybe I’ll always be on my own/ ooh and I don’t know/ where I’m going/ if I find you/ will I find me/ well maybe I’m lying to myself/I’m walking down the road/ I’m walking down the road/ Where to begin/ how do I start/ nobody’s here/ I’m miles apart now/ nobody listens/ nobody hears me/ I’m walking down the road/ I’m walking down the road/ Where to begin/ how do I start/ nobody’s here/ I’m miles apart now/ nobody listens/ nobody hears me/ I’m walking down the road/ hay yeah ee yeah/ walking down the road/ hay yeah ee yeah/ walking down the road/ hay yeah ee yeah/ down the road.
Track Name: Discarding Denial
DISCARDING DENIAL

Hearts are breaking/ she can’t save him/ no matter how hard she tries/ inside screaming/ barely breathing/ come to take him alive/ There’s no easy way to let go/ will somebody please tell me why/ discarding denial/ the time bomb the trial/ the tears start to blur in her eyes/ I’ll hold your hand till the sunlight comes creeping/ I’ll hold your hand here a while/ desperate and broken/ we’re never defeated/ I’ll hold you hand.../ stay here a while/ Tears are falling/ she keeps calling/ she can’t face this tonight/ silent screaming/ desperate seeking/ answers she can not find/ There’s no easy way to let go/ will somebody please tell me why/ discarding denial/ the time bomb the trial/ the tears start to blur in his eyes/ I’ll hold your hand till the sunlight comes creeping/ I’ll hold your hand here a while/ desperate and broken/ we’re never defeated/ I’ll hold you hand.../ stay here a while/ a while/ I’ll hold your hand till the sunlight comes creeping/ I’ll hold your hand here a while/ desperate and broken/ we’re never defeated/ I’ll hold you hand../ stay here a while.../
Track Name: Holding On
HOLDING ON

I hold my head in my hands/ this is not my bow of defeat/ shrug my shoulders in despair/ in disbelief/ what makes you think I’ve lost my mind officially/ You talk of us and you talk of you and me/ I feel you pull my binds closer/ you tell me lies and this time I don’t believe you/ babe/ I will not be/ Holding on/ why’d everything fall to pieces/ did I forget to mention/ it was not my intention/ to fall in love (with a man like you) I need an intervention/ please be strong/ when picking up all of your pieces/ did I forget to mention/ you and I/ loving bruising: all a blur in one/ You lift your hand and you start once again/ I close my eyes and just lie here/ I bide my time and inside I start to smile/ ‘cause I know that this time I’m getting out/ / You talk of us and you talk of you and me/ I feel you pull my binds closer/ you tell me lies and this time I don’t believe you/ babe/ I will not be/ Holding on/ why’d everything fall to pieces/ did I forget to mention/ it was not my intention/ to fall in love (with a man like you) I need an intervention/ you don’t belong/ I’m packing my things and leaving/ did I forget to mention/ you and I/ loving bruising: all a blur in one/ how/ did we get this far/ were you always like this/ was I always wrong/ how/ did we get this far/ were you always like this/ was I always wrong?/ Holding on/ why’d everything fall to pieces/ did I forget to mention/ it was not my intention/ to fall in love/ I need an intervention/ please be strong/ when picking up all of your pieces/ did I forget to mention/ you and I/ loving, bruising: all a blur in one.
Track Name: Pillow Case
PILLOW CASE

Hold on/ you’re just another pillow case/ in a hotel room/ with many faces meeting yours/ discarded by a lover you can’t replace/ you’re craving for your woman/ you miss her taste/ well baby I could say the same/ for you/ I miss you/ Walk on/ it seems the way we all get through/ discard our dirty linen as new/ just fold it up and put it back on the shelf/ just pretending we can do so much better than that/ well it’s not true/ and I miss you/ And I just can not believe that all of this could be over/ don’t look over your shoulder/ cause I/ I will be here/ just crying my tears over you/ darling/ and we cry/ cry/ cry/ yeah you and I just fight/ the future’s pending/ woah we cry cry cry/ you and I just lie/ we’re both pretending/ when nothing is alright/ Hold on/ you’re searching through unfamiliar faces/ wondering what went wrong before/ you’re staring at a dark black dirty wall/ swearing this was never any fault/ of yours/ and I miss you/ And I just can not believe that all of this could be over/ don’t look over your shoulder/ cause I/ I will be here/ just crying my tears over you/ darling/ and we cry/ cry/ cry/ yeah you and I just fight/ the future’s pending/ woah we cry cry cry/ you and I just lie/ we’re both pretending/ but nothing is alright/ And before our time is done/ and this war that we’re fighting is lost and won/ and everything as we know it has all moved on/ feel the winds of change/ as they shift my feet/ and the earth is spinning/ but it’s you I need/ baby/ can I keep you for one last night/ for one last time/ And I just can not believe that all of this could be over/ don’t look over your shoulder/ cause I/ I will be here/ just crying my tears over you/ darling/ and I don’t/ quite/ quite understand you and I we were smiling/ a few years in/ now we’re fighting/ and I/ I will be here/ just crying my tears../INSTRUMENTAL/ Hold on/ you’re just another pillow case/ you’re just my favourite pillow case/ with my face meeting yours/ I miss you/ I miss you.
Track Name: Listen
LISTEN
Sometimes I think/ I’m talking to a wall/ I’m talking to a room/ I’m talking to an empty house on an empty street all alone/ there’s no one here/ cause everyone around/ can’t seem to be/ why can’t they listen/ listen to me/ we’re going round in circles again/ we’going round in circles again/ I’ve got my ticket and I’m boarding the plane/ oh woah/ I’ll take my chances/ I’m leaving/ You never listen and it’s always the same/ oh woah/ I guess that we were just dreaming/ I see the lights/ they’re fading out/ no need to scream/ no need to shout if it don’t hit home/ cause everyone here/ and everyone around/ can’t seem to listen/ don’t hear a sound/ why can’t they listen/ listen to me/ we’re going round in circles again/ we’re going round in circles again/ I’ve got my ticket and I’m boarding the plane/ oh woah/ I’ll take my chances/ I’m leaving/ You never listen and it’s always the same/ oh woah/ I guess that we were just dreaming/ I’m not wasting any more time on you/ I’m not wasting any more time/ on you/ you/ you/ I’m wasting anymore time on this relationship/ no more sweat and tears/ I’m through with all the years of pain/ there’s nothing left to say/ there’s nothing left to do/ been through this all before/ turn the key and lock the door/ ooh ooh/ turn the key and lock the door/ I’ve got my ticket and I’m boarding the plane/ oh woah/ I’ll take my chances/ I’m leaving/ You never listen and it’s always the same/ oh woah/ I guess that we were just dreaming/ It’s all been said/ it’s all been done/ I’m getting out now/ this is over and done.
Track Name: Promise
PROMISE

When my time comes and it’s all done/ will you be there till the morning comes/ will you remember who I used to be and not the person that I have become/ will you be brave enough to hold my hand/ will you continue with what we both had/ will you be brave like I know you can/ and continue to carry on../ You gotta promise to be strong/ you gotta promise to carry on/ you gotta make it / just take it/ there’s no need to fake it/ this is where you belong/ Don’t cry for me because I will be fine/ you’re the only worry on my mind/ I know it’s harder for the one who gets left behind/ But you’ll find your way darling/ oh God I pray/ You gotta promise to be strong/ you gotta promise to carry on/ you gotta make it / just take it/ there’s no need to fake it/ this is where you belong/ Hold on to my voice/ (believe what you believe in)/ you always have the choice/ (don’t let the world deceive you)/ hold on to my voice/ (the truth that you believe in)/ you always have the choice/ You gotta promise to be strong/ you gotta promise to carry on/ you gotta make it / just take it/ there’s no need to fake it/ this is where you belong/ You gotta promise to be strong/ you gotta promise to carry on/ you gotta make it / just take it/ there’s no need to fake it/ this is where you belong/ you gotta promise and just hold on...
Track Name: Tripping
TRIPPING

He meant everything to me/ when they told me that/ I’d tend to disagree/ not a vow could be broken by a man so lovely/ look what you’ve done to me/ caught here in between/ Tripping/ pick me up off the floor/ what were you thinking/ I can’t this anymore/ lying on the floor where you left me once before/ get out of my head all the little things you did/ tripping/ I’m tripping on you/ If she meant more than everything/ well if you drifted for that/ perhaps I’d understand/ relationships broken down over one night love affairs/ what a fool to have been caught between the sheets/ Tripping/ pick me up off the floor/ what were you thinking/ I can’t this anymore/ lying on the floor where you left me once before/ get out of my head all the little things you did/ tripping/ I’m tripping on you/ don’t think you’re coming back around here/ saying the words I don’t want to hear/ sorry- who the hell is sorry/mouthing the words won’t cut it this time/ you went and put your ass on the line/ over baby it’s over/ over/ tripping/ I’m not tripping on you/ what was I thinking/ there’s not much left you can do/ lying on the floor/ leaves you begging me for more/ get out of my way/ leave you begging me to stay/ tripping/ I’m not tripping on you/ tripping/ tripping/ lying on the floor/ leaves you begging me for more/ get out of my way/ leave you begging me to stay/ tripping/ who’s tripping on who?
Track Name: All In My Head (radio edit)
ALL IN MY HEAD

I’ve had enough of this trial and error/ think it’s time we make a change/ it’s why you’re called a general practitioner/ to you this is just another day/ I’m getting off of these antibiotics/ anti-dep and cortizone/ your drugs cause more harm than good/ to you it’s just a game alone/ Maybe it’s just like the doctor said/ maybe it’s all just in my head/ Maybe it’s just like the doctor said/ maybe it’s all just in my head/ It’s all in my head, all in my head/ that’s what them doctor’s said/ it’s all in my head /It’s all in my head, all in my head/ that’s what them doctor’s said/ it’s all in my head / Well the king of torts he pushes drugs for money/ becomes legal with one bribe / doctors play golf/ pharmaceutical companies cruise carribean-style/ poor old girl with the same life struggle/ sick boy is back again/ send him off with some new drug miracle/ side effects- don’t think of them/ Maybe it’s just like the doctor said/ maybe it’s all just in my head/Maybe it’s just like the doctor said/ maybe it’s all just in my head/ It’s all in my head, all in my head/ that’s what them doctor’s said/ it’s all in my head / It’s all in my head, all in my head/ that’s what them doctor’s said/ it’s all in my head/ I think it’s wrong/ I know it’s wrong/ I think it’s wrong/ I know they’re wrong/ It’s in their heads...